because at 33 years old , compared to a lot , i dont have hardly any material possessions , but my small flat is starting to look ” cluttered ” because of the material possessions i do have .
mainly just ; an internet custom built computer that i had built for me in 2005 – a big crt old type television that i got from a charity shop , but it has a crappy picture – an old playstation 2 , a few games – about 20 decent music cds – a few old paperback novels and a couple of old hard backs.
its mainly plastic bags and cardboard boxes that clutter my flat, because i lack the furniture to store things in.
i dont have a wardrobe or cabinets or chest of drawers , so my cds , socks , few underwear, hats , bits and pieces etc are stored here and there in boxes and bags.
the clutter is quite depressing really . i cannot afford wardrobes etc either because i only live on benefits.
but neither do i want the flat that i live in to be too cluttered full of stuff and possessions , because say if i have to or want to move eventually ? – and they do say its best to travel light ?
also, i if i pass over , i dont want to leave to much information about me for anyone to gain access to or abuse , like diarys or notepads , when your time is up, i think its a good idea to destroy things like this or burn them ?
its hard because i have an obsessional disorder and paranoia that make me ”obsess” that i need material items in order to be happy , and that , items have to be perfect , so if a tiny bit of stitching is loose on an item of clothing – im compelled to buy a replacement of the same clothing until i buy a perfect item , without any flaws .
is there a way to look at it so i dont feel obsessed that items i buy have to be flawless & perfect ?
but neither do i want a lot of material items because i will just feel bogged down and disorganised – i find it difficult just to keep the flat i live in tidy , at the moment its very messy and it takes my 60 year old mother to visit me and tidy my flat for me .
so having more possessions / material items will just make it worse . i only live in a small flat.
in a small council estate , i eventually want to move ,but travel light , but at the same time are obsessed with buying more material items in order ” to be happy ” so what will i do ?
Do You Need To Have A Lot Of Material Possessions?
Please I Need Help With My Sonnet…please Help?
Okay, this is my sonnet for English class, excuse the Christmas theme. The rhyming is fine, but my iambic pentameter is completely awful I know. I really, really need help with it like I need my poetry professionals help! I’ve spent HOURS trying to fix the stressed and unstressed syllables and I’m like crying lol. This is due tomorrow and it is literally awful. If you can just help me add in or delete unneeded syllables or tell me words I need to change. THANK YOU EVERYONE<333
The Christmas Spirit
To give instead of needing to receive
To wish on bright stars gleaming high above
All the children just looking to believe
Most importantly, the spirit is love.
And cookies, candy, tinsel, Santa’s gloves,
Stockings hanging and nine reindeer flying
Red, green, silver, presents galore, turtledoves
Happiness and smiles are undying
Homes are filled with the luscious Christmas scents
Children caring most about their behavior
Parties, pageants, other holiday events,
Let us all rejoice the birth of our Savior!
It’s the Christmas spirit to remember
All through the year, not just in December.
Do I Need My Seagate As Well As My Windows Backup?
I have a seagate which backs up my computer but my windows backup is also running, do I need both of them?
I’m A Liar. Am I’m Wrong Or Right? I’m A Kid That Need Your Help.?
I told my friends my boyfriend broke up with me (I don’t relly have a bf) and everybody feel bad and want to help. Then things got worse, they want to call him and I was like DANG IT cause again I dont have a boyfriend so I told them I deleted cause I dont want to talk to him and this girl went on facebook and told me what his name and I say uuumm James Forest (my crush in school) so she type in facebook and she say which one and I pick him and the worse part, she add him sa friend.(If he accept Imma die). And this other girl say let me read your message and I say I deleted. Finally my mom say its time to go so I went home and I felt bad and my stomach hurt really bad. Later at night my friend text me SHE A LIAR AND SHE TEXT TO EVERYBODY. I felt so depressed and mad and my crush yelled at mee.
THE REASON WHY I LIE TI MY FRIENDS CAUSE I WANT ATTENTION AND I LEARN THAT LIEING CAN HAUNT YOU AND MAKE LIFE HARD.
PLZZ HELP ME CUZ IT FEEL LIKE HELL.
Desperatley Need Female Advice!?
Im in a relationship with a girl with whom I have a lot of history … shes not a one time thing, and we’ve been through quite a bit together. We went to Italy together when we were younger, sat on a rock ledge in Assisi (that no one else found) and stared off into the mountains, talking about how much we loved eacother, etc. I care about the relationship very much. I am a young guy, and I moved 500 km away from my family to go to school with her. Also, we’ve both made minor mistakes in the past, but we both forgive eachother for them.
We get along very well, but recently she has been less interested in me, and more interested in one of her friends (a guy she just met). She told me that he knew about me, so I figured that I wouldnt get all crazy about them being friends and hanging out once in a while. But I found out two weeks ago that she made out with him, and that she told him i was a boyfriend from a long time ago. She then came to me, explained what had happened, and bawled her eyes out (she seemed genuinely sorry). So I said that she needed to delete him from her phone and from her life, and that, although Im really sad and angry, I can forgive her .. it will just take a while for our trust to build again. Everybody makes mistakes, right? And it was a spur-of-the-moment thing, so I cant just leave everything we’ve ever had just for that.
But then (just a couple of nights ago) she told me that we needed to take a break … she told me that she feels pressured by our relationship (which ill admit is probably true), and that she needs some time alone to think about what she did and decide on whether I am the right person for her. I understand this, and I have no problems with giving her time, but I dont know what to do. I did largely lean on her for emotional support (being away from my family and all), but now she doesnt want to talk to me for a while. So its tough …
What do you think is my best course of action? I really do love this girl (we have great chemistry and she has a great personality), and I want our love to work out, above all else. Do you think that she needs some time alone to get her head around things, or is she just trying to soften the blow of dumping me?
Also, can you think of any ways to get her back? I think the one thing about this other guy is that hes more aesthetically pleasing than me. Im a pretty fit guy (cute, even lol 
), so Its not like im an ugly duckling here. Ive always been nice to her, it just seems as if shes gone astray at the moment. I guess what im asking is, what is the best way to get her to “want” me again? Im not a girl, so I dont exactly understand how their minds work – but she desired me up until a few weeks ago.
sorry about all the writing! im just going a little nutso here …
b.t.w., I think that (as its her first year of university) shes just caught in a bit of a “stupid-rut” right now. Im a nice guy, and this other guy is a dick. He smokes, drinks a lot, and is sure to break her heart. We have been together for 2+ years, and I just want her to see that I love her the most!!
I Need Help Installing Wow?
Im trying to install WoW from disc’s but when i get to 74% on WotLK it pops up with this error:
The file “C:\Users\Public\Games\World of Warcraft\Data\common-2.MPQ” could not be found. If this problem persists, please contact Blizzard Technical Support. (OpenArchive::Execute)”
Can anyone help with this problem?
Need Advice On Upgrading Cpu!?
Okay my Acer Aspire M1610 is due for some upgrades and when it comes to CPU I’m completely lost but I researched a bit and found this site “http://support.intel.com/” and that helped in picking out a processor I’ve found 2 that suit my needs but I have no clue if it will fit in my computer and function
My current CPU is: Intel Pentium Dual E2140 @ 1.60Ghz
The two processors I found are:
Intel Core i3 Processor
Intel Core i5 Processor
As for system details I’m not sure what details to supply exactly so.. http://support.acer.com/acerpanam/desktop/0000/Acer/AspireM1610/AspireM1610sp2.shtml
Please let me know if theres something specific I need to add
Do I Need To Talk To Someone, Eating Disoder, Effects, Pretty , Fat, Pictures! .?
So basically life is pretty shitty atm 
.Im 14,My dad is very sick he waas dygnosed with troat cancer back in july.. he got through radiation/cemo well, and now he is in recovery, it is so hard . ive seen him cry because of pain.. and he has to press to button to speak and its very hard to understand him, everytime i hear the word cancer in school i feel like crying.. that has seriously gotten me down the past few months at night i have flashbakcs of when he first told me he had cancer and before that i would never cry out of my bed but i broke down, i went to irish college trying my best to stay positive but a week into it i broke down i was so scared because my granda had died of cancer before. my friends hugged me and told me it was going to be ok, i occasionally talk to 2 friends through texts how i feel down about him being sick but not much. ive done it once or twice.. but hopefully he will be ok ..
my 2nd problem, my weight.. i actually feel depressed when i look at my body .. people tell me im skinny. i dont think i have ever gone an hour no about 10 mins in the past year without thinking im fat, what am i eating that i should diet i want to be skinny. when i try to diet everything is well until 4 o clock when i finish school i cant stick to it ! . any tips? when i come from school i want to just eat my dinner and thats it but i cant stick to it, help? and what is cycling good for??! can anyone name exercises and tell me what they are good for? .
ive tried twice to make myself sick i cant do it, i know its bad and roting my teeth scares me but i need to loose weight, ive often wanted to come anerexic i just cant do it. i binge but i cant get sick i binge alot and fel horrible.. and ive gone like a day without eating, but then i binge again.. please dont tel me to get help because i wont talk to anyone about this and i will not.
my
appearence.i just feel ugly all the time.. i need a confidence boost so much! my friends are all pretier and skinnier than me and i just feel like ****. here is me -
http://i1114.photobucket.com/albums/k531/hollyc1234/P7240511.jpg (right)
http://i1114.photobucket.com/albums/k531/hollyc1234/P5180299.jpg (fatty)
http://i1114.photobucket.com/albums/k531/hollyc1234/P73105866.jpg yellow teeth chubby cheeks
http://i1114.photobucket.com/albums/k531/hollyc1234/CopyofDSCF2017.jpg fat face beside my stunning besto
http://i1114.photobucket.com/albums/k531/hollyc1234/DSCF2018.jpg again
http://i1114.photobucket.com/albums/k531/hollyc1234/165336_135884856471014_100001485022698_220433_1954481_n.jpg right, beside my stunning stick thin friend.
can anyone suggest improvements etc,
since july i think i have cried maybe everynight.. my friend asks me why am i sounding so sad lately on the phone but i just change the subject. please help me?
i need some tips to be nicer to people and dont be so moody all the time.i feel my friends will start not to like me and if i talk to them theyl get annoyed because im feeling sorry foor myself, and i need tips to have more fun with my friendss
and i need tips on to get boys to like me.
What Will I Need To Get On The Internet Anywhere With Verizon’s Iphone 4?
I plan on getting the iPhone 4 next month with the unlimited data plan and then I saw that there is the option to spend $20 and get a hotspot feature? Do I need that feature if I want to go on the internet wherever I am or can I go on the internet anyway with the unlimited data plan?
